day when i go damn fool!!!!

hurm..today...after hving lunch with my buddies....we wanted to went to the highest floor...then suddenly when i'm on da escalator...my jeans stuck at the escalator...n my leg been drag at the escalator for around 15 minutes...demn!!!saket!!!then, suddenly, while they trying to save my leg...my knife been rampas by the security management...setupid!!!n my papa need to cum to n take my pisau..okey lar..my papa will cum..ehhehehe...laterrrrrrrrr

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!!

17 sept 09

Holla..molla…coca-cola…ahhhahahah…ello, it’s up to me to write anytink in my blog…coz dis blog belong to me…allalala…well, dis Sunday, we gonna celebrate HARI RAYA..yehaaa!!!like I said b4 in my previous blog, I’m not sure what is my raya condition dis year..bt me n da rest of cuzzy, for sure will make our Raya like previous years…okey!!i still got others family here(although my grandma is in Kelantan)lalalala…I tink dis raya is da 1^st raya I’ll spent more with my frenz rather than with family..kot..i dunno la…let c how..to u Mr.Azriq n Miss Nedirah…thanx for spending ur fasting month with me..i really miss u dek..ahahahah…n to u, Mr. Muhammad Azwar…dun u noe remember the road to my house or what????mengong!!!menci ah ngan u!!welk!!um,ha..wait..dis time I wanna make speech in malay…coz I’m a malay(datz what willy said)hahahaha…hm, to sesape yg I pnah trkasar bhase, begau, sket an ati, krang aja, trlmpau rely on, kekdg gurw x kne tmpt n sume ah yg bley dketegory an as silp…I nk mnx maaf zhir btin…dr ujung rmbut smpai ujung kuku..hehehehe…to yg agk2 nk ckp mende yg sme(pasan jp)…dun wory, I dh maaf an kowg…xpnah dndam(de pon yg wat slah mlmpau uh r)k…nnti rye dtg ah umah…tp gtaw dlu k…n I akn srbu umah u all…okie dokie!!!hahahahhahahahah..(soie r ye, bhase rojk jp….allalala)okey guys, I’ll update my raya journey to u all soon!!!to COSMO student, dun forget me while u’re eating…hahahah..to kakak, fit3 n kak my..i wanna my angpau..allalalala…laterrrrrrr

STOP BEING SELFISH N PRETENDERS!!!!

16 sept 09

Well, I tink most of us always stuck in dis kind of situation rite???hurm, let me b clear, MY LIFE FULL OF DIS KIND OF PEOPLE!!!!!got it???n I’m demn sick of it….really!!!!huh!!well, I hate a bonding called friendship dat been build with pretending n selfiness of yours!!juz imagine when they only tink bout their selves n never tink bout others when they make such stupid DECISION!!!hw bout if I make da same decision like yours, n hw do u feel??u must be demn temper rite??so do I, NOW..i’m getting bored of all dis..u guys dun seems to care for others feeling…only tink bout urselves n ur own pleasure…what the heck!!urgh!!they dun seems to understand what others feel I tink…never mind…I always believe in karma…what goes around cums around…so, jz wait for da time when u, urself felt what I felt now..jz wait okey!!!hm, okey…about pretenders..well, jz stop being pretenders okey…stop lying dat u really care or into sumone, bt da facts is not…the pain dat da person felt is soooo much pained okey….jz tink bout them…if u dun pity urself, jz pity them…okey…till then, laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I sprain my hand…AGAIN!!!!

13 sept 09

Well, first n foremost…hepy birthday Nur Fathiha Mohamad Zafrullah…ahhaha….old meh..okey, back to my main point…em, I sprain my hand again..n dis time, it is damn pain..huhu…saket sgt2…coz I felt down from quite high place….I need to wear my hand support again…n FYI, I hate it..coz It really stop me from being active again..huhu…luckily, I juz wore it for only 2 days..now, I’m free..aahahhahaha…well, guys..i’ll get my glide license soon…another 3 session..dat is 20 hours more..hahahahahahaa…. ow, ya…raya is cuming soon…n I still dunno da status of my hari raya dis year….hurm….coz my grandma is celebrating raya at Kelantan(I’m not Klantanist)n as we noe, kelantan did not celebrate raya as havoc as we here…so, it will b sooooooo BORING!!!i tink, my 1^st hari raya will be at warisan puteri…grandma from mama side..obviously, I’m not dat ngam with them..i’m more to papa side…bt, as usual routine, we will went to all papa family members house to celebrated raya with them…hahahahaha…juz can’t wait to meet all my cuzens…missed them soooooo much…dis year hari raya will be da most unforgettable raya for kak bell obviously…pity u kak…bt, jz be hepy…we will always make u laugh..hahahahahahaha….okey…later I’ll update more….laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

The best day…as I can say…

11 sept 09

Well, we went to break our fast at JJ…actually it should b more than 10 of us…bt then, most of them r busy n can’t join us…our class end at 11.00 a.m…then, we went to Tesco n Jusco to buy sum stuff n played bowling…FYI, it’s ak idea…bt then, most of his frame, I’m da one who played it..hahahaha…lame…hahaahahahah…then, we went to KM Plaza…ak, took his t-shirt then, we straight up to Singapore street…went there to buy sum stuff…then, we send our 2 “lesbo” to cllege…(Dauz n Wan)..me n ak, now in da mission of nowhere…hahahaha…we 1^st went to Petronas coz I wanna to wee2~ahahah…n ak wanted to buy his top up…then, we went to Seremban Parade…juz to spent our 4 hours waiting for them…then, after that, we went to few housing area…try to find our friend house, bt again we nearly lost…hahahhaha..then, after we got bored coz going to the nowhere destination…at last, we give up..n went back to cllege…then, around 4.30..we shoot to MBO, send our scandal..dyha phylo…then, to JJ…there, while Ekin, Wan n Emy went for shopping…me n ak, having our small photoshoot..ahahahahaha..then, after break fast…we went to Lake Garden…really crazy..until da stage of, my heart beating getting slow…hahahah..then, we took pictures like hell…like theres no more tomorrow..n wanna noe sumtink…ak suddenly got his cramp…sengal!!!ahahhaha…we thought he juz playing around…bt this time his not…ahhaha….then, time to go back..it is a very tired day..bt we’re having so much fun…to those there…ak, wan, emy, kak fatin, cs, abg ery, apis,ekin n dauz….len kli kte lepak lg…tp kli neyh, ramai lg…laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Blame ur self for ur own mistakes…

9 sept 09

Well, I always hear such blaming statement such as, “ my parents r da reason 4 me to b like dis”, “he’s da one who make me suffer”, “she’s da one who scold me for the reason dat I dunno” n I juz cn say…DUN B STUPID!!!have u ever think dat, all da mistakes dat u have done, the main source is ur self???u r big enough to think…so, think..i’ve been told by sumone, to used my brain nt my instinct..i did it, n now I noe da meaning…I always make mistakes..well, who doesn’t rite??b4, I used to use my feeling n nt my brain…n as a result, it nearly killed me..huhu…so, used ur brain..it doesn’t mean dat if ur parents gives u the freedom, u cn do anytink dat u like n at the of it, u blame them for the decision dat u, ur ownself make…dun b stupid…n dun jz simply blame others for ur situation nw…recently, there’s one incident, I cn say, stupid incident..bt I make one good decision there…coz I settle it using my brain…n I act really matured…dat’s what k.dudu n k.lyssa said..hahaahah….well, what makes me surprised n demn shock is…when they love to hear from one side, n they said, dat main problem with me n that BFL,is cause by my jr…hellooooooo!!!what on earth makes u tink like dat???dun be stupid…n dun act stupid,although ur one…be matured..u r in cllege nw..not in the kindergarten or sumwhere dat u cn make such stupid action…huh!!okey, as I cn say here..to u BFL, if u read my blog…I dun care act..bt juz to say, I HATE U!!!!n I DUN EVEN GIVE A DEMN SHIT TO UR FEELING!!!n PLEASE STOP MESSING OTHER PEOPLE LIFE…B4, WE MESSED UP UR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!laterrrrr

12 years after Lady Diana passed away….

7^th Sept 09

Well, let say she is greatest princess in the world!! I admire her a lot…although the day when she died in horrible accident I’m only 7 years old…she is the greatest princess world can get…she got the touch of humanity, people princess,and a mother to two sons…my brother is a big fan of this great lady…so, he bought hundreds of book about this great women…n I read all of it too…she is a great person…she help millions of people…there no boundaries in race, skin color, or status…as I cn conclude, her smile that won the world…although with her marriage problem, she still gave the wonderful smile to world…D, u r a great person D….n u had leave for world another legacy..as I can say..great sons of yours…Prince William n Prince Harry…they got ur style n ur positive energy D…thanx for dat…I’m not one of British citizen…bt as I can say, I missed this great lady…n I’m very sure that all British citizen missed this great princess…I remembered one poem that I read in one of Lady D books..the poem is by Rabindranath Tagore…n this poem been read to Lady D by Rosa Mockton, President of Tifanny & Co….the poem r:

They who r near me do not know that u r nearer to me than they r,

Those who speak to me do not know that my heart is full with ur unspoken words,

Those who crowd in my path do not know that I am walking alone with u,

They who love me do not know that their love brings you to my heart….

If u really wanted to know what true love means…read this…n u’ll find it…n to lady D, u r my inspiration…thanx for that…R.I.P!!!

Shopaholic!!!!

6th sept 09

Ahhahahaha…aiyark!!!hehehe…well, I wanna say sumtink about shopaholic…bt not condemning them…well, they have da rite what..so??mind ur own business sdah…okey…guys..if u r a shopaholic..i have good deal for ur guys…well, if u want to shop till u drop, I suggest u to go to Suria KLCC n starhill..best deal u can ever get…well, in KLCC it self, u can get AIGNER, ANYA HINDMARCH, BCBG MAXAZRIA, BELLE, BVLGARI, CARTIER, CHANEL, CRISTIAN LACROIX, EASTERN TREASURES, ESCADA, FURLA, GIORGIO ARMANI, GUCCI, HERMES, HUGO BOSS, MAX & CO., MIKIMOTO, MONTBLANC, PEDDER RED, PIAGET, PRADA, SALVATORE FERRAGAMO, STUART WEITZMAN, SWATCH, SWATCH BIJOUX, TIFANNY & CO., TOD’S AND VERSACE…okey…in starhill, u can get CELINE, CHRISTIAN IOR, FENDI, JAEGER-LECOULTRE, KORLOFF, LOUIS VUITTON, MULBERRY, AND TOUS….all this list up brand for sure u out there da shopaholic noe bout it..guys, siyesly, u’ll get the best deal ever, n I tink if u go this two place, u will stay there till nite..hehehe…I’m not a shopaholic…bt I love to follow my friends who r shopaholic…I love to condemned n giving my ideas…hahaha…ya2, dat is me..lalalal…I went to all this store with my dude…n u noe what, it nearly killed me..huhu…dem u!!y??coz it takes till nite!!!uhuh…luckily she did bought some..if not…for sure…I’m gonna kill her!!!hahaahaha…well, need to bear in mind..please!!!dun shop till u drop…ahhahahahaa….hurm, ya…I forgot about PHILOSOPHY BY MEN, SEEDS, GOOGLE, PADINI AND GIORDANO…okey, this 4 is my fav store..ahahah..i cn stay there more than 3 hours…really admire this store..ahhahaha…this all I cn afford lar…others??wait till I work first..lalalala..okey guys…the aid is cuming soon, so, start shop now!!!!ahhaaha…laterr….

Comments for u DUMB2!!!

5 Sept 09

Well, yesterday my buddy, Dyha Phylo..read sumtink in one of dis stupid idiot myspace page…n it make me wanna comment sumtink about it…lately, bunch of idiot appeared in our cllge n making mess with our clan…ya2, we know we’re famous n fabulous…bt please lar…mind ur own business!!we dun messed u up, n please dun messed us up!!dumb2 u!!huh!!well, I am boyish..n most of us in my group style is our own style…funky bt still okey…as I cn say, all of us love latest things in market…n u noe what??theres sumone, or I can say MORON…said dat we’re r copying her style!!hello!!!!we’re not like u..lame!!we know hw to dressed up n nt like u, over doing in everytink!!LOSER!!!n as if we like ur fashion..urghhhhh!!!fucking idiot!!i really hate dis kind of people…really!!next, its about bunch of idiotic in cllege…well, they tried to attract us in I cn say WRONG way!!!they make us feel uneasy…they make us psyco!!crazy!!in fact they r actually!!they’re bunch of sick people from tanjung rambutan I tink!!sucks..hello guys, if u read my blog…go to hell with ur feeling…I dun care…coz I had enough in trying to control my temper n try to give my respect that u dun even deserve to…so, now juz go to hell...I dun give a damn shit to it!!okey…rite guys??hahaahaha…pg mampos r…k..laterrrrrr

The day when me n my cuzen lost in SEREMBAN!!!!

4^th Sept 09

Ahahhaaha…laugh if u want to laugh….bcoz I laugh like hell too…hahahaha…well, the story begin when we wanted to go n have fun in the middle of fasting day…(although I’m nt fasting dat day)hahahahha…me n ak,at first wanted to went to JJ n played bowling…bt then I decided to just when around seremban…we when to East West College…then, we went to Negeri Sembilan castle..Istana Hinggap…then, when we met one junction…ak asked me where the junction will bring us to..i said this is the road to kakak house..then, he said, lets go to her house…n as usual I have no prob with it…ahahhaha…then, we called her n asked her address…coz since I have STML…lpe sudah..ahhahaha…then, we hover at the same place for more than twice time…then, we nearly when back to my village in lenggeng…ahahahaha…well, worst cum to worst..of coz I’ll bring ak to my village..hehehe…then, after nearly half an hour searching for her house…we found her!!!hehehe…then we chit chatting for I tink around 15 minutes or more(STML)…then, we went back to cllge since kak my need her car back before 3…n kakak wanted to sleep n I dun want to disturb her…n juz imagine…the place where I n ak hover for more than half an hour is juz behind kakak house…hahaha..we’re so lame…sesat dekat sremban!!what lar..gagaga..well, nw we noe where is my sissy house…n I’ll be there!!hahahah….okey…laterrrrrrrrr..

Life from my side of view….

1^st Sept 09

Yesterday, da 1^{st day} on my new sem…my 5^th sem in Cosmopoint…well, as I cn say, lots of things happened n it change the point of life for me…while on da way back to my house…I saw this one old Chinese man…helping one uncapable women down from the bus..he hold this women hand n help her with her things..n for sure, she is not her wife coz I remembered once, I saw him with his wife…there, sumtink came up to my mind…love has no boundaries rite??there’s no means of race in love…color of our skin…or religion…that’s what sumtink we have in common rite???i’ve leran to love…to b love by…n I noe hw hurt it is…I still remembered my late tok wan said this, love the person that u care with ur heart, then u’ll get the love back…coz love from the heart is the most factual…it doesn’t matter to who…but it all must begin with ur heart…I trust what he told me…n I did it exactly what he told me to...bt time is always a factor…time change the situation…although I do give the love based on my heart…bt the person that I give the love killed my love jz like dat!!!bt I never blame anybody…I really believe in fate…the one dat have been fated 4 me from Loh Mahfuz…I believe in dat…tok wan, thanx for da advice…hw I wish u r still here with me…coz I noe, u will never hurt me…n let me down….tok wan is my grandpa..he really understand me…n tok wan, adk rindu ble tok wan pujuk adk bile adk sedey…I had lost too many people in mylife…n its really pained…deep pained…n for me, let me “go” first…coz I noe, there’s less people will feel the pained that I’m nt here anymore…coz I jz can’t accept the pained of losing anybody…anymore….guys, love the person that r still with u…cz u’ll never noe, when will u loss them…adiox!!

N I’m juz like…y u’re so obsessed with me????

30^th Aug 09

This lyrics belong to song title obsessed by Mariah Carey…well, what makes me write this kind of lyrics in my blog??let say dat I’m sick with this one particular person…let me make it clear,SICK!!!okey, although this person didn’t “kacau” me anymore..bt the way she treat her friends make me more sick…I’m close with one of her friend…this kid which I treat like my small sis…have sum common with me…stubborn!!temper!!crazy!!!n kind of into fashionista…aggaagagag…well, dis kid which I irritated with had done da same action to her friend dat is dis small kid, like she had done to me…aiyark!!!my words getting difficult to be understand...hahahaha...well, gul..if u read dis blog…juz stop being so OBSESSED with others…coz obsession really a true killer okey…it will nt only kill u..but others..in my P.O.V..i tink better it only kill u rather than others…coz the main prob is u!!!!got it!!!laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

What does independence means to u???

31^st Aug 09

Today is MERDEKA day to Malaysia…our 52^nd independence day…well, let me ask u, what does “Merdeka” means to u??before u ask me da same Q,let me tell u what is my opinion to my own Q…okey…Merdeka, the day where we got our independence title…b4 dis, my opinion is, free from the colonist…I mean, the Japanese, Communist, British, Portuguese…all dis country r before our enemy…bt now, we’re united…dat is what Merdeka mean to me b4…bt now, dis is my opinion…merdeka mean freedom…the freedom to speak..to walk…to give your opinion…n the freedom to b free…I still remember my cuzen asked me, “klau kte dh merdeka, npe kte x bley buat ape yg kte suke??” I answer his Q by saying, if all of us in Malaysia, wanted to do what we wish to do, do u still think n see Malaysia will be dis peace???i juz want to say, no matter hw free we r, there r always a limit for all dat…if we’re too open, let say we say sumtink about our own country, like condemning Malaysia, dun u tink dat will show our weakness to others??it will only be big disadvantage to us…as Malaysian…to u, country traitor, remember, u will not found any success in ur life…it will only kill u slowly…trust me…trust the karma…what goes around comes around…n to Late Tunku Abdul Rahman, Tun H.S.Lee, Tun Sambathan n all the combatant for independence for Malaysia…we love u…n thanx a lot for the freedom that u all get for us…future generation…n to all youngsters n citizen of Malaysia…be grateful dat u r born in such beautiful n peace country….later…