What does Friendship mean???

While I’m typing dis…I’m really tired n I tink like I’m dying…huh!!hate dis!!hurm, its been a very tired week fo me…bt unfortunately, I cant really slept well n rest long enough….demn!!hm, ha..i wanted to tell my point of view dis time…with my own subject…friendship…as I cn say…fo me…friendship mean them who will always b there when u need n always will support u no matter what…dat what friendship means fo me…bt…in dis world…there cn b various type of friends rite??untl one stage, I’m confused with them…they said dat they r ur friend, bt not really understand u…they said they r ur friend, bt never support u n they push u fo what u dun like…I juz cant understand dat…me…fo now…I’m epy dat I have my besties n my GBS gang who always there with me…n I always there fo them too…never failed me even once…I dunno bout u guys out there who read my blog…if u got bunch of friends like me…b thankful with it…coz not all got friends like u got…n to all my friends…besties n GBS…love u guys..muahhhhhh

overnite in one of buddy house!!

well, while i'm typin dis...i'm in my friend house...slept here for one nite after demn tired doing our works....huh!!!me, ekin, ak n wan...4 demn crazy people in one house...ruing our life again n again...dun worry...we didn't do anytink...jz messing our life around...ahhahhahaha....we took daring pix that if one day...i upload it into my page...people dun really trust, it is me...ahahahahha.....we slept around 3.3o A.M...again...A.M...hahaha...then, now...at 7.35 A.M...we're dressing up to college...can u imagine the ctuation...ahhahahahah.....our mate is demn sembab!!!!aioyo!!!!adik...xmo sedey lg...to me kakak...i really miss to bully u...ahahhaha....to A.P..leave me alone...i'm happy with my life....n to A.M.N...syg...siyes...i didn't do anytink...ahahhahaha....laterrrrrr

Battlefield!!!

I juz came back from training…I’m quite tired…u noe how hot Malaysia lately…urgh!!!i felt like crying now!!!its been a while since I felt dis sad…lets bygone b bygone..i dun want to b SAD anymore….to b frank I felt my life is so complete now!!!i mean it!!so, to u whom it may concern…I am happy with my life….i felt like I dun need u anymore, since u have expelled me from ur life b4…I dun want to face the battle anymore…dat field is not mine…I had left it…long time ago…not dat I’m scared…bt, I dun want to mess my life fo stupid reason….i’m not a fighter…but I’ll fight for what I love…datz all…n u r not my love anymore…..adiox!!!

Weekend with all my GBS n Cosmo staff…

On 17^th October 2009, we went to Mini Malaysia, Malacca to attend one occasion with Malacca people…more than 500 students from various IPT attend this occasion…all da guls wore baju kurung(including me)while all da boys wearing t-shirt…hehehehe…obviously, my group is always da havoc one!!hahahahaha…bunch of crazy mambo people with crazy mambo attitude…(dun like us, then backoff!!!)then, after reloading our stomach with food, we went around dat mini Malaysia area to visit houses of Malaysia…then, we went back to bus, to change our clothes…for sure I won’t wear baju kurung for long…after changing our clothes in bus, we walked up to 2 kilometers ahead to McD near taman buaya…demn…we nearly DIE!!hahahahah..then, kak jue called us n asked us, where we r…she then came to taman buaya with rest of the studnt…then, we entered the taman buaya…inside this park, there’s a ghost house…I asked them to join me entered this house..inside, the fun begin…hahahahahah…me, kak jue n kak dayah walked together..n my GBS is da 1^st team to entered this place…ahhahaha…inside, we screamed like hell…n me???laughing till I got no more energy to laugh…ahahhahah…but I can say, it really fun inside there…after releasing more than a ton of sweat…we went to visit all the crocs…they really have waited for us…ahahhahahahah….after posing, taking pix and went around dat area, its time for us to went back….in bus, my adrenalin is higher than ever…I am really demn mad…n my energy is raising up…after reaching seremban…me n ak, took another bus to pd….at last, we r back home…bt I can say, dis memory will never be forgotten by me….adiox!!!

Treasure hunt…da hunting dat make us die!!!

Wehuuuuuuuuuu…hahahaha…well, on da 10^th of Oct…2009 obviously…wahahaha…me, ak, kak fyna n kak lyssa...join one program that I cn say, I never expected dat I’ll b in…ahhahahaha…Treasure hunt…well, I never thought dat we could complete it…although not all Q been answered…hehe…what I can say is…we really have fun..n demn tired…on da morning, we r all with fabulous style..bt after answering 3 Q,our fabulous style, gone!!ahahahah…well, we traveled more than 95 km for around 5 hours…crazy!!!i nearly flat like hell or in easy way, dying!!!uhuhu..well, not to b a liar..we lost!!bt we gain sumtink there…FUN!!!we laugh..laugh n laugh…ahhahaha…well, u guys noe me rite???i love to laugh without noeing the word stop…ahhahahahah…what makes us feel angry is, when da Q is not reasonable at all..i felt like slapping the Q maker…ahahhahah…ha, n u noe what…all the vehicle on da road been cursed by me n been called “pig” instead of what the original call r..hahahaha…dat show how angry I am…gagagaggag…hm, congratulation BN for winning at the Bagan Pinang elction…umno terus mara, untuk rakyat Malaysia!!!!i am ur voter…adiox!!!

Putus - melda ahmad

This young talented gurl been introduced to me by my little gems sis..haahah…although at first she introduced me with song title kimia(chemistry), bt then I found out one song called putus..the lyrics n melody dat really makes me played this song more than once until papa asked me, dun I have any other songs in my player anymore…huhhu…da lyrics is like dis...

aku duduk sendirian di kamarku,
menangis kesepian kernamu,
kau tinggalkan aku,
kau cari yang len,
tergamakmu merobek hatiku.

tapi setelah kau pegi aku
mendapat lebih baik drmu,
dia hargai aku,
dia sygi aku
lebih drpdmu,
aku ingin kau tahu betapa ku gembira,
tidak lg bersamamu,
namun pastinyer nnt kau akan sedari,

yang kau perlu cintaku,…

to u dat I dedicated this song….i still remember da day n date when u said dat u’ll never leave me…bt now..u had done it…bt may b b4 I really need u to be strong when dat time, u came exactly when I need sumbody with…bt now…I dun care anymore…I’m stronger than u tink…n I’m really okey with it…juz find this song…n I bet u guys out there will like it!!!yeay!!laterrrr

My weekends…My weekends…

Well, dis weekends really brings back my smile…smile dati had lost for more than 3 months…first n foremost…my sweetheart…Muhammad Azwar came to c me…hehehehe…babe, I really missed u taw…dat day, Saturday…I was all alone at home…mama n papa went out…n since my leg was injured n not yet heal…I prefer to stayed at home…then, while I’m really bored, one car arrived in front of my house…I tot of may b people wanna come for raya…bt what a surprised, when I went out to see who, I recognize 1 guy dat I really missed…dat time I dunno what n how to describe my feeling…da person dat took care of me, r rite in front of me…yahoooo!!!!!hahahahaha…he came with Dek n Ned…we went to Seremban to have some times n chatting about our lifes…hahaha..n what a surprised…both of them…dek n Tyco is getting married soon with their partner…hehehe…n I’m da most happiest gul in world rite now…coz da time for them had arrived…hehehe…although tyco can’t spent time more with us…bt I’m really happy to c him..he had change a lot…I cn see his faith towards Islam is more now…Syukur…dek sent me home since tyco need to went back to his school…then, da next day, Sunday…I with my family went to klang, to my uncle house…I hang out with my cuzens…chit chating about everything..n I meant every single things…ahhahh..bt really, it really bring backs my smile…heheeeee…we really have so much fun time…ahhahah..with all da QC things….n what more important is…I ate too much food…hahahahaha..i hope my body is not dat fat…aggagaga…hm, later I’ll update more…adiox!!

The world is angry!!so do our LORD!!!

While I’m typing dis, thousands of people had lost their life to the battle with mother nature…to them who had involves in da earthquakes, Tsunami, typhoon and high waves…my condolence is all I can give beside my prays…I juz wanted to share with u guys sumtink…not to say dat I’m perfect…bt as Muslims, knowledge is to be shared with… I received 1 email from my friend…I him when I from one of my sports tournaments…to b frank, I’m really shocked with that mail…he, whom I know is one, not dat normal guy…u noe what I meant…he agev me this mail…tell me that he’s now in Al-Azhar university…huh!!dat really makes my heart stop beating…bt Alhamdulillah…he has gone back to where he should be…world is angry…dats what he told me…he said..we as human r destroying da world n our own selves…we’re making sins, wrong doing n all dat stuff dat can makes world n Allah to b angry…when he told me dat, it really strikes deep in my heart…he said dat we keep pushing da world to da limit…we’re da creature who destroying our own selves..keep blaming da satan for whispering all da negatives things to us..bt in facts we’re da one…keep pointing others for da mistakes dat u’ve done..pliz!!stop…he told me this one true story…it is about a group of people dat have different kind of background…bt they have sumtink in common…sinners…he said dat dis group is bunch of moron which keep questioning the fate..they dun want to change their own fate..pliz!!dun be stupid!!he told me that this moron, done everything dat is wrong…n all of them r not really in one orientation…then, one they..after they all commit sins…and still doing it…Allah punished them..my friend said, may be coz he had done waiting…n he wanted them to learn sumtink…all of them died there…its not da story dat I wanted to tell..bt da lesson…da lesson is…dun pushed Him to da limit…coz he is so merciful to us for allowing us to stay for free in His “home”… sumtimes I felt wrong when I keep excepting da sins from others without advising them like those who use to advised me when I’m wrong…nt dat I dun want to..bt I’m sick to…it is hard to advised rather than excpting it..i juz can say dis…da time for u to realized ur mistakes is there…it can be either..now, tomorrow or later…bt sooner or later u will…n it can either b, u had gone to far from track…or u juz besides da track…laterrrrrrrrrrr…..

The decision is yours…

In past few weeks, there’s one ads in tv dat really attracted me to write sumtink is dis blog…it’s about stop smoking campaign…nowdays, there’s more than 1 million or more as I cn say, really a heavy smoker…well, to be frank, now, womens r too…so, pliz dun try to denied it…nothing wrong for u to admit ur wrongs rite???like me..i’m…so???u want to kill me???dun be stupid..u r not God to judge me or others…u tink u r free from wrong doings???bullshit…u r not..its juz either u realized it or dun..like me,most of my mistakes I realized it…only dat, it’s hard for me to change it…n really takes time..okey…back to my story...before I lost track…nowdays, government had put pictures of da side effects of smoking…n to b honest…it’s not working at all okey!!bt I’m very sure that the ads in da tv is the most powerful one…coz it really makes me scared!!!i mean it!!!like I said…no matter how many thousands of ads been advertise…the decision will always be yours…today, it had been 10 months for me…n I’m waiting for another two months to achieve 1 target dat I never thought I will achieve…n now, I will…although there’s time when I fall to my own weakness…n start again…bt I realized it n stopped immediately…to u out there…when u want to do sumtink…first thing first….dun do bcoz of people want u to do…do bcoz u want to change…like u, da smoker, drug addict, drinker…do or do not…there is no try…once u said dat u want to try to stopped…believe me…u won’t success….coz deep inside u…u dun want to change actually…u said dat u’ll try juz to please others..n dat is so not fair for u…n to da person u promise too…guys…learn to love ur self before u start to love others…coz at the end of day..u’ll regret for not loving ur own self…think deeply…I’m nt saying dis bcoz I’m jealous or what…I talked based on experienced…adiox!!!