Wednesday, December 30, 2009

guys...slam perpisahan...

after thinking bout my self...n only me...i had to make da biggest decision ever in my life...ya, may be sum of u did say...when i'm gone, there's no meaning of laugh in ur life..but guys, trust me...i noe da real facts is...u cn lie me..bt u can't never lie to urself...i noe the way of u who really care fo me n who dun...teha, farra...i got da best friendship in my life with u guys...fit, u r da best brother that i cn have beside abg...i dunno hw to repay ur deeds to me...to neffy n zwar..i luv u both coz u r always there when i need u...zwar, i might not able to attend ur wedding...i hope u understand my condition syg...u noe what i meant in dat...neffy, when u cum back here..i want u to promise me to take a gud care of my superb sweetheart..u noe hw i cre fo her..bby, i got the best life with u...thanx coz owez b there fo me...akk syg bby sgt2...to my Gay, Bisex n seductive geng!!!G.B.S!!u guys r da best!!!keep it up...n no more backstabbing..i had enough having dat kind of feeling...k..tc of each others...to both "mak tiri"...u guys r da best cs!!!although act like stepmother!!huhuhuh...luv ya!!to kancil...soie i cnt be a really perfect cs fo u like emy...i hope u'll have a very perfect life with her...coz i noe she wont hurt u...ilysm!!!bye guys!!!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

latest blog of me

Its been a while since my last blog…too busy with my life…not too say dat I’m demn busy…bt, I dun have da space fo my own time…I’m recovering at da moment…before I proceed, I would like to say my condolence to my bestfriend in high school…Nurul Ashikin Kamarudin afte her lost of her beloved father on da 23rd of December 2009…may Allah blessed ur father…Al-Fathihah…hm, back to my blog, bby has been back to her college today…missed u so much!!neffy will b back late since he got unfinished business…weyh, cpt blik!!!rndu dh ha…ahahahah…n to Mr.Azwar…miss u so much babe!!thanx fo lending ur shoulder!!huhu…hm, I’m in a deepest confusing of life!i dunno what I’ve done to my own life n to da person dat I care…I tried to fix it…all..bt it seems like, I kept messing da way out of it!!i’m losing da faith to my own self…I kept hurting my self n others…every person dat I care, will b taken away from me by so called friend(backstabber)…act, I got sumtink to say, I HATE U BACKSTABBER!!!!!!!!!!huh!!when I’m mad to dis particular person, people will said dat I’m too emo(sentap in other words)fo god sake…if u r in my place, u’ll noe da pain…coz I never take what belong to u…n y must u take what’s belong to me!!!!!human gots da patient, so do I...n I think my patient to u r xtreme max!!!huh!!fuck!!!bangsat!!makahai!!!!nk trase, naseb ah babi!!huh!puas ati aku ai!!!to bby, jgn nk kumen2 blog neyh..txt je akk nnti…hm, okey…enough of cursing I think…I would like to dedicated below messages to them who I care so much!!!

Hearts change,

I know they do...
But this heart will always belong to you...
Hearts hurt,
I know they do...
But this heart hurts more without u...

Above txt..makes me regert my life a lot…currently, I act got a very perfect life…I have 1 beautiful family…papa, mama, akk, abg n bg cik…I got great cuzen, aunties n uncle’s…I got 2 pet cs, 1 pet bro n 1 small little pet cs dat I love soooo much!!i besties dat will never failed me even once…n I got bunch of people dat I cn trust(GBS)…bt I dunno what really makes me hurting their feelings over n over again…I do regert it, bt sumtimes, id felt like I’m one STUPID USELESS person to them…guys, if u read my blog….from da bottom of my heart, I would like to apologise to u guys fo da stupid mistakes dat I’ve done..i noe, u guys hate me now…I understand dat…but dun wory guys…I’ll never hate u guys…coz I can’t!!u’ll always b da special one in my life!!!later!!


Friday, December 11, 2009

i luv u ow yes i do

bahhahah...
what a cption aite?well, to b frank, i luv u yes i do..really...cross my heart...no matter what they say bout u...i will never discriminates u...well, stop aite now...jz now my 2 lesbo(emy n andy) fithing like hell...coz one stupid issues..dat is..gay!!bahhahaha..bt now, they had been back together again..weeeeeeeeeeeee....fyi, actually, not really a fight...juz fo fun...
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...bubuiii

Sunday, December 6, 2009

sumtimes i wonder...

while i'm typing dis...i'm in soooooo bad condition...plaster on my head....headache like i'm dying...till i collapse at one time...luckily i did not die there...hm, well...while i'm lost in da darkest condition of life..sumone dat i've left..i mean, I LEFT!!has juz cum back to me... n really care fo me...until now, i'm bit confused who should i choose????hmmmmmmm...well, to u my dear..thanx n to u da other one..u will always b my priority....laterrrrrrrrrr