latest blog of me

Its been a while since my last blog…too busy with my life…not too say dat I’m demn busy…bt, I dun have da space fo my own time…I’m recovering at da moment…before I proceed, I would like to say my condolence to my bestfriend in high school…Nurul Ashikin Kamarudin afte her lost of her beloved father on da 23^rd of December 2009…may Allah blessed ur father…Al-Fathihah…hm, back to my blog, bby has been back to her college today…missed u so much!!neffy will b back late since he got unfinished business…weyh, cpt blik!!!rndu dh ha…ahahahah…n to Mr.Azwar…miss u so much babe!!thanx fo lending ur shoulder!!huhu…hm, I’m in a deepest confusing of life!i dunno what I’ve done to my own life n to da person dat I care…I tried to fix it…all..bt it seems like, I kept messing da way out of it!!i’m losing da faith to my own self…I kept hurting my self n others…every person dat I care, will b taken away from me by so called friend(backstabber)…act, I got sumtink to say, I HATE U BACKSTABBER!!!!!!!!!!huh!!when I’m mad to dis particular person, people will said dat I’m too emo(sentap in other words)fo god sake…if u r in my place, u’ll noe da pain…coz I never take what belong to u…n y must u take what’s belong to me!!!!!human gots da patient, so do I...n I think my patient to u r xtreme max!!!huh!!fuck!!!bangsat!!makahai!!!!nk trase, naseb ah babi!!huh!puas ati aku ai!!!to bby, jgn nk kumen2 blog neyh..txt je akk nnti…hm, okey…enough of cursing I think…I would like to dedicated below messages to them who I care so much!!!

Hearts change,

I know they do...
But this heart will always belong to you...
Hearts hurt,
I know they do...
But this heart hurts more without u...

Above txt..makes me regert my life a lot…currently, I act got a very perfect life…I have 1 beautiful family…papa, mama, akk, abg n bg cik…I got great cuzen, aunties n uncle’s…I got 2 pet cs, 1 pet bro n 1 small little pet cs dat I love soooo much!!i besties dat will never failed me even once…n I got bunch of people dat I cn trust(GBS)…bt I dunno what really makes me hurting their feelings over n over again…I do regert it, bt sumtimes, id felt like I’m one STUPID USELESS person to them…guys, if u read my blog….from da bottom of my heart, I would like to apologise to u guys fo da stupid mistakes dat I’ve done..i noe, u guys hate me now…I understand dat…but dun wory guys…I’ll never hate u guys…coz I can’t!!u’ll always b da special one in my life!!!later!!